Dear lovely readers, I have discovered that Missouri does not believe in Spring. We had 50 degree weather for the longest time, I left for a week to California, then I come back and it’s all high 80’s and JJ Abrams directed thunderstorms. The good news is that now that the weather is warm (wet, but… Read More Ellie Vs. A Shirt. No, Seriously. A Shirt.
Dear friends, This is a late night, panic and pain induced rant. It most likely will not be as articulate as I normally try to be because life is kicking my ass so hard I might actually see the curvature of the Earth. Now that I have cleared that up, have you ever wished to… Read More Ellie Vs. One More Day
Dear fellow travelers that are going from one planet to another as I am currently doing, Okay, well I am not traveling intergalactically, rather I am traveling interstate, but let’s be honest; that isn’t nearly as exciting. I find myself at LAX impatiently waiting for three hours to board my flight back to my home… Read More Ellie Vs. Home
Dearest Readers, Last night at 2am I laid in my bed, and I listened intently as the wind sounded off like a wolf pack and as the thunder boomed, shaking my entire complex. At 25 years old and more physically and emotionally fragile than ever, I listened as I watched lightning dance in the darkness,… Read More Ellie Vs. Strength
TW: Death, loss, grieving Dear readers, It is 4:54am and sleep will not come to me for another night in a row because my mind is as heavy as my heart, if not heavier. Often I say my heart is heavy, and often that is true in a life such as my own; but it… Read More Ellie Vs. The Most Painful Kind of Goodbye